What am I NOT feeling?

A question I have been asked recently is, how are you feeling about everything coming up? I think the question is... what am I NOT feeling? I'm feeling hopeful, doubtful, anxious, nervous, excited, scared, happy, sad....

But I think that now that IVF is just around the corner, I'm getting more and more nervous, as I read about all the needles/injections and the meds...I just don't want to be a hormonal basket case...I hope I'm doing the right thing with this IVF stuff. I know that if it's successful, I'll have my answer...but I'm trying not to keep my hopes up at the same time.  

I have been thinking that I need to come up with a plan to deal with my anxiety.  I have started to make myself a "spa basket" which will hopefully help me relax, but I feel like I need some more ideas...