Isaiah 55:8-9
"For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,"
declares the LORD.
"As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts."
Sometimes our plans that we have for our lives don't match up to what God has in store for us. In those times, it's really hard to find peace and to be positive - especially when our plans are such strong desires of our hearts.
My mom used to sing a song to us kids when we were little that went, "You can't always get what you want..." This is so true, but the second part of the songs is, "and if you try sometime, you find you get what you need." I think this song pretty much sums up what the Lord is telling us in Isaiah 55:8-9. We don't always get what we want, be HE knows what we need. We hold on to this hope that God is control and He knows exactly what is best for us.
This month was not the month for us. The next step for us is to begin fertility testing in August. For now, we continue to wait...